I spend several hours a week on school/parent stuff that I feel its like a freakin full-time job. I'm trying to reach out, give information, and do what other parents except for the parent leaders but damn this is too stressful!
I was very discouraged and almost started to cry when I had to talk last night because I felt I was wasting my family time being there last night. I have better things to do with my time too PEOPLE! But I'm committed to our school and want it to be a school where our kids can be proud to go. I feel this past year I've been hit with wall after wall and geez Pam how many bumps in the head do I need to take before I say F**K IT!
Sorry to be Debbie Downer today but I'm frustrated. The good thing about this is the ladies that are on the board with me don't take it as personal as I do and they keep me going. I'm an emotional person and take things way too serious and personal. So I will sulk today and be right back on track.