Countdown to Going Under the Knife~ 7 Days Left

People have been asking right and left...Are you scared?  Ummmm HELL YEAH!  But what can I do about it- nothing but wait for the day to come.  What scares me the most is my kids though.  They have been on pins and needles for the past couple months because I've been so sick.  They have seen me in the hospital with all the tubes and then they cry (of course).  This is been stressing them so much they are having a hard time at school. My son won't stay the night at anyone's house because he is afraid to be away from me.

I was trying to get the kids to go to friends houses while I was in surgery on Wednesday but everyone is either out of town or busy so that plan tanked!  They will have to go to hospital with me but I've decided that as soon as I'm admitted they can go home and come back when it is over!  I would love for my hubby to be there with me but not putting my kids through seeing me with tubes and all that other hospital stuff is far more important.  Wishing family was near but hey that's what I get for moving away from them!

Also another stress is money!  What a horrible time to have surgery and be out of work for 3-4 weeks!  I've done some shopping for the holiday season and plan to make some gifts too!  I work at a cafe that doesn't have sick time or paid vacation so I'm on my own with this one.  My hubby is being so supportive and telling me not to worry about it but I'm the mom/wife and I will worry!

I will have to remember:

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